It seemed like an eternity. I was too scared to close my eyes, but eventually the exhaustion did win over. I withhold many things from her. I have them a lot less often now that I have someone to comfort me. I had to learn early how to calm myself down, but usually exhaustion kicked in while I was still scared. I did what many kids do and threw the blanket over my head. So there I was, newly entered into the world, torn from my mama, and already I had my own room.
Laurel. Age: 22.
It seemed like an eternity.
Holland. Age: 31.
Young girl begging n crying extreme spanking
As time went on, I lost all trust in my mother. I feared that I had done something wrong, that I did deserve it. As in, gun-to-your-head-watching-someone-you-know-being-killed terrified! All this was when I was 4 months old. I feel that has help my kids have a better connection with me, even my 14 year old son talks to me about things that ale him, and i like that.